Now now, doesn’t this sound mighty familiar

The above quote reminds me about how God feels. the difference is HE has already met us.. that’s comforting to know rite?

I shall no longer publicize this place. I shall not depend so much on Facebook anymore. No longer people.. No longer having to explain myself.

How’s life currently? I’m living each day as it comes. Plans for the whole week if possible.. Stress at weird stuff.. Feel bad later on because I might have said something I didn’t mean..

Breaking down again left me tired and spent. I’m no where. I have not much. I can barely survive if I were the only one left. I’m mighty afraid when the time comes when I have to support myself. I want to do something that I can come home and say, “what an AWESOME day (although mighty stressed before night falls), i think tomorrow is going to be even better.” I want to find something that I will fall in love doing every day.

Still looking..

On a lighter note, I’m glad everyone is bonding. Makes things nicer.. LOL.. argh.. catching myself worry again.. enough i say enough.. Annabelle STOP worrying..

 

Life

Watching Grey’s Anatomy whilst eating lunch may not be a good idea..
Watching Private Practice whilst eating lunch may not be a wise choice either..
One puts me in a state of ‘horror’ (I’m not actually in horror.. heh) while I eat what ever I’m eating as doctors cut up trauma patients..
The other brings me to a place where I think and think and think..
Both causes tears to well up. Heh 

Life happens.. Life takes a toll.. Life is sweet at times.. and life is just life..

On hiatus

 

*flips page*

Chapter 1

Almost every blog I came across talked about how the past year went, what are their resolutions and what were, a summary, how they didn’t want to conform to what the blog community does on the 31st of Dec or the 1st of Jan and how they have strayed away from their resolutions the past year.

For me, Dec was a month on fast forward. Although there were times when the clock was just taking his own sweet time, I had barely anytime to sit and start penning my thoughts. Things were laid out one after the other and I got tired, then I got refreshed, then I got scared of the new year, then I got tired again and the cycle some how takes a long time to break.

So I had not much of a breather and I ended up in 2012. I would say that the most glorious things happened at the start of this year. I would say that watching stars, talking to a little cute kid

(he is the cutest thing ever, hiding behind me when strangers say hi.. hahaha! giving me a fist bump, being extremely shy because all the girls were gushing over to him), playing computer games with karl and having a run round the neighborhood brought a sense of accomplishment for the first day. I had my first oversleeping of the year too.. This is the second time already.. Shall not let it happen again..

So thus begins the first week of the first Chapter of 2012. Looking forward to see how this book will turn out.

Cheers and have a great year ahead

Random note: How do I see myself in 5 years time?