i didn’t create a ‘flood’
June 22, 2009
“It’s fine to cry when you are sad….”
I guess one day.. and that one day will come…

Some times, it’s not wrong to be emo… prolly it was never wrong…
*another series of random photos*
Friends come and friends go…

I can say that this current holiday (which is ending in 2 weeks time :s) has been a fruitful one…
I’ve been catching up with many others and I’ve been really busy going for this dinner, that lunch, this yum cha and such….

I’m glad my parents let me outta the house… (i know… i’m 21 and i STILL need my parents’ permission to go out… )
some times i may have to forgo some but most of the time, i made it…
I was wondering whether i would ‘flood’ the airport yesterday when i went to send a friend off…
Everyone said that she’s coming back in November anyways… so no worries…
But she’s leaving for 3 years min… coming back during her hols…
I guess to certain ppl, it’s fine and to certain ppl, it’s a bit hard to get used to…
I’m just being numb…
all the funny conversations or even JUST normal conversations took my mind off from thinking about Mae heading to NZ….
Hence, yesterday only ONE drop of tear escaped my eyes when i saw her walking towards the immigration counters…
and it’s not that i dun wanna let it all out..
It’s well, just hard…
I wanna stay strong and hold on…
Yet i know that i’ll have to let go and let out some day…
and no, i do NOT wanna go thru another breakdown again…
So, KLIA didn’t flood after all… not caused by me anyways.. heh… (and the royal press need not announce a closure to the airport…)
Having a friend not being in close proximity (tho Sungai Buloh is quite far away from here anyways) sorta makes you feel as tho part of you is missing… yet, the part still exists because the person’s just many thousand miles away…
Missing that friend doesn’t make things better…
yet it helps me go thru today i think….
it some how does…
i’ll be fine soon…
when it rains…
one faithful day…
and after that…
I’ll be able to say that i’m pretty much okay then…
This is me and my complicated mind signing off for tonight…
nothing intented in this photo… just not sure where to put it in…
I’m THANKFUL for other friends who have been supporting me thru this time…
*I’ll intro the photos another day…. *
Two last ones for your perusal









June 22, 2009 at 12:27 pm
Nice pictures.. But somehow it lack some impact which I know you can improve!! Have a nice remaining hols..
Friends are always in our heart no matter how far we are apart.. !
June 22, 2009 at 7:04 pm
Haha.. thanks… hmmm.. i’m not quite sure what you are refering to but yea, i’m just startin in the photography stuff anyway..
will improve when my eyes catches more stuff…
Take care you!!
June 22, 2009 at 9:11 pm
OOO.. Black and white series!! (me like bnw pics) nice nice!!
at least you got the colouration (yea black and white has its own colours) better than i’ve seen on forum ‘newbie’ section.
do google on ‘Rules of Third’ and ‘Golden Rule of Photography Composition’
June 23, 2009 at 4:18 pm
Thanks…
Haha.. i tembak saja with the levels and contrast… i’ll do that whe i;m free…
June 23, 2009 at 9:45 pm
hahaha.. can play with curves and ‘Black&White’ option, you’ll get better result
June 22, 2009 at 11:09 pm
good and close frens are truly hard to find…
btw,I’m 24 and a GUY but I STILL have to ask permission or tell where i wanna go most of the time and got curfew…then when i’m out, MOM will sms and call most of the time too…haiyo..haha
the only thing i freely do is go out to play football…
June 23, 2009 at 4:19 pm
yup… i agree…
Haha.. you serious ah?? still need meh for you? but before this you stayed in coll mah? your mom still checks on you?
haha… cuz with football nothing can go wrong i guess??
June 23, 2009 at 9:13 am
hey belle (: *hugs*
June 23, 2009 at 4:20 pm
*hugs*
you doin better??