A lil time to blog a lil…

 

This is a present all the youths got on Valentines day 2 saturdays ago… it’s pretty nice huh?? hehe… ate it last week and it was nice… lol!

What is this you ask?? try and guess??

haha.. well, i’m gonna be constantly wearing this… just felt like it… the ring was a birthday gift from my parents 2 years ago while the necklace was a christmas gift from a fren 2 years ago as well… i took off the pendant and changed it with the ring instead… so dun ask me if my boyfriend gave it to me cuz i dun have one.. lol!

wat’s been happening with me.. well, i’ve alot of assignments and presentations piled on me… something wrong with tummy as well, been having to go to the toilet…

As of right now, i’ve got one presentation up tmr morning and tmr nite, i’ll be at Summit Hotel for MAK(Majlis Anugerah Kurshiah).. MAK is pretty over rated… i’m tempted to be ordinary cuz everyone is being dressing to impress others(to be extraordinary)… my feeling towards it?? i just want to get it over with… dat’s why on facebook, i said i just want saturday to come quickly.. cuz then, i’d have gotten over with MAK…. and

TAB

would SOON be back… yay!!! i can’t wait to see Tab… seriously…

Aite.. i’ve got to head home.. need to prepare slides for presentation…

I’ll try to post up a more substantial post another time cuz i’m feeling as tho my posts now a days are pretty surface-y… not a good sign for me… hmmm…. i want my words to mean something… probably to have an underlying meaning if i can… will think of something…

so yea… toodles peeps… have an AWESOME weekend k??

See the little things in each day as a blessing…

 

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Ur sarcasism seems to feel like it cuts thru my skin.... 

i'm not sure if you are kidding or being serious anymore... 

everything just seems serious to me right now... hmmm...

No. 15 Jersey

This weekend has been a roller – coaster weekend indeed…. Full of emotions and action…

Nope it has nothing to do with VD… it’s pretty much overrated… haha…

I had 3 basketball matches on saturday(2) and sunday(1)… Inter-residential college matches… Played 2 out of 3 cuz the another team didn’t come so we walked over the 2nd match… it was quite potong la… as of now, my body is aching and i’ve got bruises plus a bruised nose…

thru the basketball matches, i’ve noticed many people… there were some very distinct people that i can remember… a girl from 1st coll (if i’m not wrong)… according to seniors, she played for UM.. my team didn’t play against her team but i remember her because every time she passes the basketball, she smiles and when she guards her opponent, she smiles. in her team, there’s also another good player who plays for UM as well, she’s given the name Harry Potter. She can fast break and shoot at any angles… her fast breaks are super fast… there’s no stopping her and if you try, it’ll be a foul and she gets two free shots…

Then when my team faced 9th coll, i was expecting them to be rough because the other teams warned us la… but they weren’t rough, they were quite nice but not nice enuf to let us score much.. haha… their lead player, No. 9, was actually from 3rd college but she shifted… at every angle, she could shoot the ball in wei! i fouled her 3 times(i think)… i nervously pergi langgar dia… so she had free throws… haha.. she’s an extremely sharp shooter and she can fast break too…

All in all, yesterday’s match was much better than saturday’s match… it was fun in a way yet very tiring…

It’s pretty exciting to see so many different people from different colleges competing against each other… But you know what i realised? I’m indifferent towards basketball already… fire sizzling down… but i dun mind ferrying sis for it cuz she still wants to play…

As for emotional roller coaster ride, i managed to talk to a friend about my messed up issues… I have a better perspective of things… this weekend, i’ve rained, whined(didn’t mean to do it), complained, crashed and exploded… i feel much better but i still need to slowly solve certain things…

things in coll isn’t any better… i’m not really a fan of residential college at the moment… will try to spend more time in bilik bacaan when i can, cuz my room is totally uncondusive….

I shud stop edi… it’s getting late and i’m tired… still haven’t fully recovered yet..

Shall upload pics another time… Have a good nite peeps… GodBless… *random note: i’m abit hungry*

Imagine this…

Been to a party before?? Of course you have… a big one or a small one perhaps…

Let’s say you are in a big party… There were LOADS of food and everyone’s stuffing themselves because they are absolutely hungry… you pass by a few people along the way to the food table and you greet them as you know them… you sit at a table with mostly you frens, people whom you talk to (probably everyday, you best friend maybe.. or probably your gang.) you chatted while you ate… people getting excited over the chocolate cakes and ice – cream(yum yum), or even probably the ice kacang…Noise level is extremely high because you are at a party full of youths/uni students/college people/schoolmates… maklumla, we young people are extremely noisy… suddenly you find yourself sitting alone at the table and you still hear the noise but everything seems to have moved on without you…

there you are sitting alone and you just wonder, what am i doing here alone in the midst of all the fun/games/jokes/competitions? and you ask how come you find yourself not wanting to join the crowd?are you tired? or just isolated? or probably invisible?

in the chaos of everything, you sit alone and you seem to find that the noise that is very loud in your ears are in fact the SILENCE around you while all the others in the party are at the far end of the room.. whatever is said there, can’t be heard or comprehend by you… all you can hear is the SILENCE and the muffled sound of noise…

in the chaos of everything, you sit and you wonder why it’s actually alright to sit there alone….

in the chaos of eveything, you want to find the peace that will be able to wash and untangle all that’s messed up in you…

in the chaos of everything, you stop and just see the world go by without you as you can’t take another step…

in the chaos of everything, all you can do is STOP, LISTEN and WATCH the world go by….

~ a pmeup edsssoner ~ (jibberish)

Another quick one…

I’m in my lib’s comp lab… my lappie is in the ‘hospital’… due to that, i’ve got trouble onlining and updating my blog… that’s why some of you notice mushrooms growing here… sorry…
hopefully my lappie will be ok soon…
got to go for class edi….
toodles and take care peeps…