*indescribable feeling or rather i can’t seem to put a title to this*

i’m kinda speechless right now… i mean, i can’t seen to be able to structure my thots together… it’s all jumbled up… things are happening.. i’ve got 1 mock presentation next week and another real one next wed… i’ve got 2 tests as well… things are getting hectic… i’ve got the phonetics assignment due on week 14.. then, have got a group assignment due week 10… this week is already week 7… hmmm… hopefully we’ll make it in time la…

about what i’ve just read, one sentence to sum it all up….

“Constantly, check yourself and get help immediately if you find that something is wrong,do not depend on your own will but look to God for strength,finding favour in Him rather than men…

finding favour in Him rather than men…”

 i find myself guilty for finding favour in men… prolly because of pride…

prolly it brings short term ‘fulfilment’…

but i realise it’s still wrong…

so,

i’ll try not to care so much about people’s comments about me… been having that in uni, friends said that a few ’seniors’ asked them about me… and until a point, i was trying to find out why they were asking about me…

but it was a while ago(it’s been 2 months plus since i entered uni)

i refuse to believe that they are asking about me la..

still, a few posts back, i was talking about LOA..

trying very hard but i failed miserably this week….

aih…

Dear Lord, i know i was pretty ‘annoying’ this week to a few people… i know i shouldn’t be LOA… help me to overcome it,Lord. Help me to find favour only In YOU and not to chase after the favour of men, which i seem to do every now and then… help me to find contentment in YOU and YOU alone. it hurts when i find myself guilty of seeking favour from others.please forgive me, Lord. guide my ways and my heart and my feelings as well… help me to keep within boundaries set and not go overboard by disrespecting others… Guide me, Lord, that’s all i ask of YOU.. In Your Name, Amen.

 

I find myself trying to escape from something.. to the point of not wanting to go for any one of its meetings… i can’t seem to connect there and i can’t seem to feel belonged… i guess, that’s how some of the youths who come for our meetings feel… it’s really horrible and i dunno what to do with it…. that’s why am contemplating whether to go home today or not…. if i do go home, means i won’t be attending the meeting and if i stay i’ll be attending the meeting… it’s a struggle la… but i’ve called mom and told her that i feel like going home today.. she says she’ll call back later.. so i guess, it’s kinda decided…

 

been stoning alot these days… and btw, i felt so ‘pathetic’ yesterday… i was trying to look for someone to teman me eat dinner… xin min wasn’t back yet and so was elen… ended up, i went down alone and met coursemate… i was relieved… i’m kinda scared being alone in coll.. sigh… what made dinner not so scary was that, Funny Senior was at the next table… and she came over to talk to me… she kinda cheered me up….

ugh… it feels pathetic all of a sudden…

 

Don’t mind me… another phase… prolly next week i’d be TOO busy to think of all this….

I’m just thankful that at the moment she doesn’t find me scary nor annoying*or prolly she does but i’m too ignorant to notice..* oh wells, not gonna care.. not gonna care… not gonna care *covers ears and shakes head*

before i head off, a pic to show what i had for lunch on tuesday instead of bread… Swensons Earthquake and fries… yum yum… but it wasn’t as nice as last time… neways, still like Ben&Jerry’s

Mae, Siew and Tab came and picked me from uni… went to SS17 where Food Foundry was and had crepe cake, then to SS2 for Swensons… Enjoyed it.. haha… btw, there was a little drama at FF.. Mae accidently tore Siew’s RM50 note… i was laughing so much… haha… giler la…

Ciao…

Hopefully a nice weekend la…

Water shortage?!

when i just arrived at coll, i realised that my coll had no water cuz they were fixing the pipe… didn’t panic at first and well, after hanging out in Xin Min’s room where we surprised her for her bday, for about 2 hours, i went back to my room to read.. then, forgot about meeting and rushed down for it… haha… i seldom forget about meetings… neways, prolly was too worried about the water thing when i went back to my room…

then, elen,Hyma,xin min and melanie came down and they waited till my meeting was over.. we then, went to KFC for dinner cuz afraid about the dinner being not TOO clean,perhaps?

then, while we were walking, it started to rain and we only had two small umbrellas for the 5 of us… braved the rain and my flip -flops kinda left my feet twice in the middle of the road… haha… the people stuck in the jam must be thinking how come these gurls still come out for dinner in the rain… lol..

neways, water came back by 10 and i managed to bathe la… felt so much better after that… THANK GOD la… if not we would have to walk to the faculty to bathe.. wanted to go home at first but the drive for my parents wasn’t worth it so i decided not to… yup…

Funny senior said that this water shortage(happened cuz one of the pipes outside burst) happened a few times last year… so expect it to happen again la, she says… sigh…. but neways, we shall pray that next time it won’t happen… so yup…

better post this up… batt dyin edi…

Nitez!

Sem Break over….

yup.. sem break is over… uni life starts again… exams and studies are back…. will do my best again trying to juggle everything together and hopefully i don’t have to sleep late again due to things that are given to me during the last minute…

it’s kinda scary again.. heh… but i’ll be ‘brave’ and continue on cuz God’s there… eventho i’m ’stuck’…

btw, last sat was Amazing Race and it was pretty cool except for the mishaps that happened.. mixed up of teams and officials… and it rained… but still we ended at the same time as predicted cuz we needed to get the people back to church… anyhow, it was fun making the teams eat the special sushi i made…

they could choose from sugus gummy, sour ginger, beetroot salad, dried seafood, sago, preserved mango which was pretty salty according to them,green chilli,and one more which i forgot… and also compulsory starfruit jam… and rice.. hehe…

after the race which i got really drenched, i went home to wash up and went for MPYO at the Dewan Philharmonic Petronas… left my house at about 7.45pm and we were suppose to reach there by 8.15pm

we used the new highway and got there in 5 minutes.. weren’t speeding cuz it was still raining so yea.. pretty shocking la.. haha…

anyhows, got seated and watched it… am not musically inclined so won’t be able to comment much… but it was an experience la… mae was in the First Violins and yea,in MY opinion, she played well with the whole team of hers… then, we all noticed this funny eccentric guy who plays the cello… super expressive and hyper at the same time, smiles every now and then when he plays… haha… then, tab liked this little kid who plays the double bass which was 3 times his size.. haha… he looked so cute… according to mae, he’s 13 and imagine him holding a viva(the car prolly sliced in half by length and not width) if still can’t picture it, it’s okay… but it looked really heavy for him… haha…

the last piece that they played was accompanied by an organ… the piece lasted for about 45 mins i think… in the middle there were abit of mishaps la… according the Jan and Brian, the previous concert was better… i didn’t manage to go for the previous one due to camp but yea… it was something that i wanted to try out and prolly, i’ll go again, if there’s someone going with me…

they were also VERY VERY strict with attire, must be formal like and no sneakers or slippers… no bags allowed in as well…

btw, someone’s phone rang in the middle of the performance and the conductor, Mr. Kevin looked at the guy… and his expression was of surprise cuz everyone was already told to keep their phones off… lol…

 

yup… i should prolly go off… not in uni yet tho cuz today no class, lecturer on leave… and replacement class again la…

will be in uni in a few hours time… hmmmm… i miss my bed(at home).. heh… neways, next mon is a hol too cuz public hol…. hehe… okay… need to concentrate on studies for the next four days… 

like what SF said, let’s wait for the time to FLY by and soon it’ll be the weekends again…

bye…

Stuck…

i wanted to talk to someone 1st.. but it’s a luxury i haven’t had in months…

 

Neways,

I feel stuck… I feel like i’m stuck in mud… loads of things are clingin onto me… and they don’t seem to wanna let go… or prob, i’m not wanting to step out of the mud… which ever the reason, i’m feeling tired… yes, from all the thinking and also from the ‘mud’…

one of the things, i’ve been thinking about is how to not be seeking for attention from others… means to not be LOA… i know i shouldn’t be seeking for attention… but a part of me seems to be wanting to… in coll… i guess, it’s because i still don’t feel like i fit it… or prob i don’t feel secure in terms of having someone to count on in coll… it’s not that i don’t have friends, i do and i like them… and i don’t think coll will be that fun without them… i guess it’s just me to ‘want’ to have a friend who is prolly older than me… which right now, i don’t have… so that’s why i’m feeling a bit ’insecure’.. hmmm… been trying to keep myself from appearing LOA… and will need to try harder once coll starts.. prolly i’ll be too busy to care… dunno… i don’t wanna be an attention seeker… it’s not who i’m suppose to be… and it’s not right, in a way… because it annoys people… i’ve annoyed people before so i know… yea… let’s see what happens la…

 

so what am i gonna do since i’m stuck??

i clean… haha…

i cleaned up my notes last tue… those are my chem, physics and bio notes… the bigger stack in the middle is the amount of paper i can re-used for scribbling…lol

it’s not much of a use to me now since i’m studying language…

a big change eh?

 

Neways, what am i really gonna do about being stuck?? i dun really know… sigh…. *shrugs*

 

But i am okay in a way because of what happened in a meeting just now…

 

In an animated way, i saw myself stuck in mud and HE just enveloped me in a hug and said that HE’ll be with me even when others are not… No matter how long i’m ’stuck’, He’ll be there waiting till i’m ready to step out.. but He also added that i shouldn’t take too long…

 

That gave me the assurance that my God is there for me no matter what is happening… so i’m okay in a way… waiting for the time to come i guess…

 

Yesterday didn’t go really well, my team mate was stoning and i didn’t have the guts… prolly the effects of being ’stuck’… sigh… wanted to try…

after ’stoning’,my team mate and i and another group when to McD for lunch… and this is what we did while we were waiting for time to past…

Ben and Jeremy made straw aeroplane and they tried to make it fly but it ended up on the floor…

 

What’s sticky and brown??(highlight the lines below to know the answer…)

a STICK!!! 

 

She’s confirmed leaving… for 3 months…

am i sad? not in way… am happy that she’s doing what she wants…

i guess, things won’t be like it is la… hmmmm….

i’ve got a test on the day she’s leaving so i don’t think i’ll be able to send her off… sigh….

i remember that, in my previous blog, that if a 3rd friend leaves for overseas, i’ll prolly flood the KLIA… so since i’m not gonna be able to send her off, it’ll save KLIA from flooding.. heh..

so yea… i LOVE you! thanks for caring since…(i forgot when)hehe…

will miss you!! i know it’s just for three months but we’ll never know what happens three months later.. prolly you’ll get to stay longer…

but am happy for you ya…

take care then…

will give you something next week then… so dun go missing….

 

have got to go edi… Amazing Race is tmr… and i might go for a swim with friends tmr morning at 7! in the morning… can you believe it!! haha…

Ciao…

Sem Break

Okay.. am in the midst of sem break right now.. managed to finish up most of my uni work edi.. just one more which is actually an assignment due by week 14. can take that one easy for now..

am gonna go watch wall e tomorrow with Liz, sis, cousin and aunt. Xin min says it’s quite meaningful so i can’t wait to watch it.

nothing much currently… have been thinking alot so it makes my brain tired… yea it does… hmmm…

Just a random question… am i LOA?!

I’m wondering…. have been wondering actually…

this is prob another meaningless post… oh well…

Btw, Calvary Youth is having an Amazing Race this sat at Bukit Jalil Park… wanna come?? let me know.. i think it’s going to be fun…

Oh and after that, i’ll be going for MPYO, Mae’s playing…. hehe.. can’t wait ler… but it also means that my sem break is ending once sat comes..

oh well, back to studies, i guess.. haha…

Shall go off now.. wanna play some online games..

 

i wanna eat Korean BBQ again… yum yum…

A Smile helps….

to cheer a person up…

Yesterday’s literature lessons was my favorite… cuz we watched Mona Lisa Smile. i’ve always wanted to watch that show and well yea.. i managed to watch it and it made me feel so inspired and motivated in a way. To make an impact, to make a stand for what i believe in. Tho currently i may not be able to do much but yea… to keep on trying no matter who tries to stop me.It was an AWESOME movie for me at the moment.. like it wanna watch it again… need to write something about it also to hand up to lecturer.. haven’t started it yet.. so yea… will try once i have finished some stuff… prolly during the next few days la..

There wuz a part that i almost, i said ALMOST(means i didn’t la) cried. it was the part where Giselle hugged Betty(eventho Betty was calling Giselle a whore)because Giselle found out that Betty’s husband was having an affair and Betty was venting out her anger and frustration at her friends in the coll.

To be labelled that by a friend and yet to be able to respond in such a loving way because that friend was hurting. i guess, that scene touched my heart. it made me realise that everyone in this world needs someone like Giselle(not all the bad characteristics of COURSE), who love and care for their friends.

*before i left uni last nite, someone i know was in a bad mood and was crying in the middle of a meeting.. not quite sure why but i was worried for a moment there.. due to being in a different culture and there are boundaries involved where i’m not really close to her.. i couldn’t really comfort her even if i wanted to.. all i could do was smile when she talked to me, hoping that it would ‘influence’ her to smile more and thus making her feel better. not sure if it worked. but yea. i wanted to show that i care but i couldn’t do much. will pray for her i, i think that’s all i can do now.. tho she may not know Him. yea.. hope she’ll be alright ler.. still a bit worried about her..

 

i’m not sure who but i think some might wonder why i care about my friends so much. not putting much attention on BGR cuz i dun know who He has chosen for me. He’ll bring our roads together when the time comes i guess. that’s why in the mean time, my attention now is on my friends. and also on the things i need to do in uni and in church, and family of course.being in uni and staying in there for 4 days a week,makes me care about my friends, in uni frens and outside of uni friends, dun know why.. but yea… friends to me are very important. that’s that..

there have been times where i felt that i,myself was hurting when i see my friends hurt or sad.it’s just the way i am. not sure if it’s good or not. but yea..

enough of ‘thinking out loud’? nah.. all these is just pouring out into my ’space’ cuz i need an outlet that’s all..

I’m okay ya.. dun misunderstand.. i’m perfectly fine.. just worried about a few people and missing a few friends here and there… normal life i guess…

 wanna go watch Grey’s Anatomy edi.

Toodles and Have and fun and wonderful weekend peeps!!

 

a photo to share…

Live, Laugh, Love…

That’s what i’m trying to do…

taken in singapore last year at some mall at Orchard Street

Penda is….

‘like’ in SWAHILLI.. hehe… learned that in class today… morphology..

Wat about ‘like’? i dun kno.. just felt like blogging about some friends i’ve made in uni.

Okay..

Xin Min

(no pic of her yet)

She’s currently my new twin.. haha.. it used to be Anna but since Anna’s in NUS, now it’s Xin Min… why? you ask, both of us also not quite sure cuz it was ‘titled’ by the Banana seniors here.. haha.. Funny Senior also say we look alike… WAT?!! she currently has short hair and is taller than me.. *on a random note, i got a hair cut last weekend and i like it alot… but i can’t keep it the same as sun… cu z i’m too lazy to use the hair dryer.. haha…*

We are in different courses but at nite, most of the time, you can spot the both of us hanging out or talking besides studying the room of course.. we are not even roommates… just sorta got to know her during MHS and we were in the same basketball team, so yea… friends!

she’s currently the closes one in uni la… practically hang out with her everyday except weekend cuz both of us PBSM(Persatuan Balik Setiap Minggu) lol… so yea… she’s nice and i like her..

Like – to regard with favor; have a kindly or friendly feeling for (a person, group, etc.);

Wondering why i put the definition of like? haha.. i also not quite sure why… well, i guess, just to clarify prolly?? *shrugs* i like a lot of people because they are such good souls to me… so yea… but there are some whom i love dearly for their love towards me.. so yea…

Next up,

Elensha

(no pic of her too.. hehe)

Well, she reminds me of someone but i can’t pin point who… she’s gorgeous… really she is… neways, it wasn’t becuz of that i’m friends wit her… TATT.. haha… knew her during MHS too.. she also in another fac so yea… mostly we meet at

this is 3rd residential college’s mamak… which is just downstairs… lol…

it’s nice la to once in a while go down and chat wit friends cuz i don’t meet them always also…

Next batch of people,

My coursemates

There’s quite a lot af them so i won’t name them… they are all pretty cool people tho for the 1st few weeks we kinda stuck to our own coll group people but now a days we go places together… (okay let me correct that, they went places together to makan while i didn’t go cuz i PBSM la.. haha)

There’s a mixture of everything, everyone’s from different places, of different backgrounds… it’s nice BUT it’s a small group compared to other courses.. can’t skip classes and ask people to sign attendance for you.. NOT THAT I”M GONNA DO THAT… i learned that in ethics.. haha.. am taking Professional Ethics this sem… it’s fun but all the work counts cuz it’s fully on assessments and there’s no major exam at the end… just a case study which will start really soon… oh well… btw, there are like 2 boys in my class out of 20 something people… the majority comprises of us girls… hehe…

 

Who else?? hmmm…

 

Seniors?

I’ve got some that i’d already know… oh yes… there’s this senior who reminds me of Mich-Y dun know why.. prob becuz of her smile… but character wise… not the same la…

the one on my left is her.. the one on my right is also another friend that i hang out quite often together with elen….

and found this pic interesting la…

this was the registration booth for Majlis Suai Kenal – Persaudaraan Kristian Varsiti… CF in UM… not bad rite… haha…

 

Two weeks ago and last week itself i was busy doing this

souveniors for the graduating seniors… it’s a scroll made out of tongue depressors… people who have received wooden bookmarks from me will find this familiar… just that this one is made into a scroll like in china long ago… they use wooden scrolls as books… neways, it was from joining convo project that i got to know a senior which is Funny Senior… haha… she calls me baby btw cuz i’m her ‘daughter’.. LOL!!! i’ve already talked about her in the previous post so yea…

 

Am pretty thankful that i’ve managed to make friends with so many people… and some how get close to some… Been really busy in the middle of the week with secretary stuff and these are the people that cheer my day up in coll and help me to relax… i was up til pass 1am last week for wed and thurs.. this week, let see eh… i’m not sure about today yet… neways, i may be going home today… have to wait for call from mom… it’s sem break next week so yea… I get to rest a bit before the next big thing happening… *shrugs*

 

A few more pics to share…

NOT MINE!! hehe… my cousin’s PS 3.. it’s very bulky to me….

a monkey that i thot sedang bersantai.. mana tau the next week i came back it was still there and my friends said that it’s dead.. not bersantai… *1 min of silence*

was writing my essay when i suddenly wrote this… LOST ANGELES… LOL

found this last weekend… it was drawn by Aimee last year in sentosa… i think it was chem and well everyone in the upper six ponteng at least 1 day every week and it started after august i think and i didn’t ponteng even the saturday classes BUT at the end during trials i ponteng – ed one day which was the physics paper day cuz that time i dropped physics edi…….so think she was quite bored when she decided to draw this…

Aimee is ONE HILARIOUS person… kinda miss poking her… haha…. she’s very straight forward and wat i admire her for is that she speaks her mind and doesn’t care what others have to say about it… apparently she’ll be studying near my hse.. hehe… IMU…

The best Latin Dancer and me… haha… Jovita and I… this was taken two weeks ago… it’s been so long since i caught up with her.. she’s an amazing dancer, both her and her sis..

We are both childhood friends.. known each other since we were REALLY young… so yea..

tab and i at Hair Dimension… that time she hasn’t gotten her hair cut… while i’ve just gotten mine… i luv you for being such a GREAT friend to me!!! *hugs*

Aright, i wanna go off now…

having dinner wit me buddies…

sem break has actually started for me… one week.. then comes the busy weeks ahead…

it’s been 6 weeks edi la dei! so fast time past leh…

toodles….

Convo

Am involved in convo and i just realised that i’m included in the committee of two projects as well..

what about convo… i think i wanted to write this on wed but now is fri neways… on wed morning when i went for prayer meeting, i saw lots of graduates in their robes and smiling at cameras at 7 in the morning, i sorta wanna be in their shoes. i wanna graduate edi… i felt so emo thinking about the next three years and all the assignments needed to be done in the future.. am struggling abit currently with what i’ve got to do now..

neways, was kinda emo the whole day la and basically, i tried to keep my chin up. what  cheered me up was what happened at 5pm, i wasn’t on duty for convo but i went anyway because there were too few juniors. we cheered for our seniors to look for us out of the throngs of people.it basically almost made me wanna keep on staying in campus to experience this. once the graduated seniors found us, the 2/3/4 year seniors congratulated them and then came the MUST DO in the list… the guys will hoist them up one by one and throw them into the air… they threww so many of them on wed.. it was AWESOME..hehe… in a way la… took vid of them… will put them up soon enuf… it was fun… that bit cheered me up and then i met my ‘ah ma’ haha… in CCC(it’s Chinese cultural club btw), we have families and so yea, i’ve got a few moms and dads(2nd year students) and grandmas and grandpas(3rd year sudents) and great grandparents(4th year students) as well… girls out number boys so the guys will have a few wives… haha…

my grandma was quite nice.. hehe… during all the convo stuff, the seniors were really sporting.. thoroughly enjoyed myself. had vegetarian dinner after convo and it was so much better than coll dinner. heh…

it’s also in convo that i met a really nice senior(2nd year)(and she’s also one of my ‘moms’) tho she sometimes talks nonsense(:p) she’s fun to be with. she talks more to another friend of mine… neways, i like her cuz she’s the 1st senior that spent time talking to us about various things and also jokes with us. hopefully she’ll stay in touch la cuz everyone’s busy with their own activities..

*argh… i actually typed alot on more than this but i can’t remember now… horrible… wireless got cut off…. aih…*

Mon Blues….

yup, was having mon blues…

 

neways, mae texted and it sorta cheered me up even more… what’s on my mind now is not about mon blues.. (i guess i need distractions)

Side track 1st cuz wanna talk weekends 1st….

Friday was kinda relaxed cuz i went for some family friends gathering… but there were many things discussed there ,while i was chillin , that sorta made me feel really sad…

newayz, came saturday and i was well rested… went for lunch wit SF at Secret recipe.. and we caught up on each others lives… sharing about our week and such… i enjoyed the fellowship… hope you did,SF?

Sunday came and i went for 1st service… then went for breakfast with Liz, Ben Jin and Darren H… after that, we went and play a few games of pool.. kinda wanna play it again edi… so yea… see la when… then, liz and i went for meeting and it was okay… lots of problems to solve but it was alright… somehow, liz and i thot that last month went by pretty fast… it’s like we just finished last month meeting and then another meeting came… i also can’t believe that i’m already in campus for a month… or more than a month…

Went for bball after meeting while everyone else went for passion except liz and cheah…

had a good game tho stamina quite low cuz haven’t been playing much…

Su-Yi and Hazel came and join us…

Was very tired by the time i reached home… it was a tiring yet fun weekend la…

Just told a friend yesterday during dinner dat i really am sick of politics… seriously… sheesh… outside campus got, in coll also got… everything has to do with politics… not that i haven’t been involved before but it didn’t come to the point that it hurt people… it might have but i didn’t use harsh words nor accuse people…

I’m not specificly annoyed at anyone but it’s tiring me out… i really don’t know what to do next fri and i think it’s gonna end really late again… i’m not saying that i disregard the things said… i’m just annoyed that it’s bringing unnecessaryhurt and pain to the people involved… it’s getting abit out of hand and i really hope all this will end really soon… i’m SICK and TIRED of it all… it’s also affecting the next generation…

yes, people are getting burnt out… but am i quiting it all just because i’m tired?! no! i haven’t taken any break and i’m not saying that someone shud give me one but do you think it’s easy for me to juggle everything that’s on my plate now??

mind you i’m not complaining…

i was going to quit it all at the end of last year…

talked to a few people about it and i decided that i shudn’t…

i’m not really sure if it’ll happen at the end of this year again… i really hope not… i dun wanna question myself and the things i’m doing again…

it wasn’t a really nice time..

Btw, I’m not really re-inventing myself in campus as what Tab suggested… can’t really do so due to the circumstances… i’m a banana here… as in the majority of chinese here speaks mandarin and i can’t really do so…

not that i want to be introvert but i don’t really know how to communicate much except with the people i know who can speak english and my coursemates of course…

that in turn makes it hard for me to communicate with my room mates as well…

not that i dun wanna stay in the room and study… it’s just hard la… sigh…

Someone close is leaving… not sure til when but it means less one person to get a hearty bear hug from… she gives the tightest hugs which makes you feel suffocated yet loved… heh… weird combination of words in a sentence about a person… she has been there to help me realise some stuff along the way… she came in when someone else close left and no, she wasn’t a replacement… just someone else that i look up to for advice and help… once all these older people that i look up to leave, i’ll have no more to look up to or go to for advice… M and E might be leaving anytime… especially M… as much as i can confidently say that things won’t change due to distance… it will becuz you dun really know the person anymore…. they slowly slip off and walk a different route to their destination…

how i wish to have a friend that will last til my old age where we will sit and have enjoyable talks about the past? I know God’s there til i go HOME, i stil hope that there’s someone else that i can call no matter how old i am… but if it’s not meant to be… oh well… that’s why i treasure those that i have now… you know who you people are…

I’ll miss You… i’ll say it another day to you face to face but THANKS for all the outings we had and the conversations as well… they mean a whole lot to me… used to be afraid of you but i NO longer am cuz i LOVE you alot… i wish you well on your new journey ahead and yea.. enjoy urself with the NERDS eh .. heh.. *grins* i know you are still here for a few more weeks… but yea… just wanna say that i appreciate you LOADS and i might give you something when i find the time to do it… a tupperware of sausages perhaps eh? *grins*

Take care T! i know you are in camp… enjoy yourself!

Shall go off and take a nap… been yawning in lecture just now… phone died so need to look for charger cuz i left mine at home… aih….