New gadget and better access…

I’ve got a new gadget… Thanks to parents!!!

Am so SOO grateful…

Now i’m a bit more accessable… cuz i’m in my dorm room now…

abit slow but still able to come online la….

*pardon me but it’s suffocating me every mon….*

Some how there’s no outlet for me to do it…

so i end up tear-ing up every now and then when i reach coll…

i miss home a lot…

i miss my parents and sis alot…

i know i get home during the weekends…

i guess i dun like being away from my comfort zone…

(just gotten news that i might need to spend one day less at home for the next weekend… sigh…)

Prob that’s why i’m staying in campus…

Prob i need to get out of my comfort zone….

I’m trying to spend more time at home…

but somehow, i feel that my weekends are totally packed as well…

going to have coll projects also and have assignments to deal with and discuss…

sigh…

i dun know which projects to join… most friends seem to be wanting to join the biggest project of all…

i know that i won’t be able to do it…

i’ve got other commitments as well…

i still have got a life outside of campus…

some in campus don’t…

why i’m not moving out?

wanna experience campus life…

it’s not cheap some more considering the fact that it’s RM1000 plus a sem to stay here…

not much entertainment… but have got activities to attend la…

mondays are the hardest to get thru… keep wanting to really cry it out but have got no outlet to do so…

a call might just make tears well up in my eyes…

am always wanting a hug on mons…

hmmm…

hopefully i’ll get over this phase la…

Lord, strengthen me and help me to be able to get thru this phase… guide my decisions and help me to put my studies and assignment meetings in a better perspective rather than thinking that it will lessen my time at home… help me to be a blessing to those around me… help me to make friends with the right people… help me… in Your Name, Amen…

finished my Phonetics test about 3 hours ago.. my 1st test ever in UM… hehe… It was relatively easy if studied(that’s what i used to tell my students when they ask me whether the LPs are hard.. heh) so yea.. i studied la… *sheepish grin* alot of memory work….

neways, wanna continue watching naruto for a while before i start on some work and have got ethics at 2… and interview for projects later at nite… haven’t really chosen my project yet… let see… Guide me,Lord!!

Toodles…

*Bear Hugs to those who need it*

MHS

Are you wondering what is MHS??

It’s Minggu Haluansiswa 2008/2009 at University Malaya….

haha… i’m gonna talk about the week i entered uni….

I checked into 3rd Coll (which is where i’m currently staying at when i’m in uni…) at about 11 something with parents and sis… by the time i went into room and clean it abit, it was like 1 something… then, parents had to leave so that orientation can begin…

Orientation last for six days but i won’t do a day to day account… so here’s wat i journal-ed on tue i think…

Alright, it has been 3 days. tiring?! definitely. been having 2 hours of sleep for the last 2 nites. and the whole day? i spent it running around campus, attending practices,shouting cheers, listening to faculty stuff. didn’t have much time to bathe and all. so am all stinky. heh. Just realised that CERC kids are fortunate. i only get to eat my meals(this week) for 3-5 minutes. Reason why i’m writing this btw is becuz i’m falling asleep during a speech.

Anyhows, the PMs (Pembantu Mahasiswa) have been strict. Some are nice. Most of them look REALLY familiar. But all came from other states. Probably they look like the ppl i know. Let’s see….

PM F looks like KL but nicer. She’s a malay btw, but looks like a chinese. PM L(the crazier one) looks like an old school mate, either in primary or secondary. He’s very TREMENDOUSLY familiar but dun wanna ask la. (found out that he’s actually from terengganu, if i’m not wrong..) PM E, she reminds me of Serene. Pretty, fierce but nice and funny at times. Thot she was from my secondary school but she’s from cameron. PM V reminds me of Em. PM SW reminds me of Sophia. PM MT reminds me of Ah Mei che che. Btw, dejavu(or prob it’s not caled dejavu) happened just now. When PM Aq(oh, she’s the sweet PM… when the other PMs scolded us. she was the 1st one who asked us to put a smile on our faces. She reminds me of Mae with braces..heh…) asked us some stuff, i turned and the scene before me was VERY VERY familiar. Like i dreamt it and seen it happen without knowing why it happened. That’s about it i think. Want to think and rest. Very tired. This wil prob be an account of my orientation week. Starting classes on mon. Scary. FYI, i just realised that most PMs care about us(freshies) alot. That’s prob why all the scolding.

i just went thru another ‘dejavu’. No wonder PM E looked so familiar. i dreamt of the scene before and it happened just like i dreamt it…(*i think i’m sounding like a freak rite now for all these dejavu stuff*) and well, it’s pretty FREAKY..

okay.. that was wat happened during the 1st few days… during the last day which was fri,(the nite before, they allowed us to sleep at 11 something which surprised us), they woke us up at prob like 2 or 3 and it was a fire drill… the scolded us like mad and made us do half stand… legs giler painful that time… that day was the worst day we kena scolding… on fri evening, the girls basketball team won 3rd place for Kurshiah. Then, after all the performances in DTC at nite, at about nearly 12am, we had cheer competition. cheered our lungs out but we didn’t win… we were all bummed but on the way back to coll, we sang the songs of 3rd all the way back and cheered whichever cheer we wanted… My friends(uni friends) and i agreed that altho we didn’t win, we learned how to be united… we learned to love our coll… i admit that it’s true… i’ve come to love saying the name KURSHIAH and don’t mind singing the coll song if you wanted me to… it has a nice ring to it… i’ve come to like my coll eventho it’s not really comfortable…

Neways, once we reached back at coll, we had another introduction session with the PMs… all of them were no longer scolding us with black faces but were smiling and telling us jokes… We had to fill in questionaires about MHS and they asked us to list down our fav PMs, mine was PM E and PM Aq…

Back to continue about MHS…

By the time we went back to our rooms on friday nite, it was about 4am… i was joking with my room mates that it was the normal time we wake up… all of us packed our bags cuz we were allowed to go home the next day… Then, sat morning(8am) came and a group of my friends and i went to the auditorium in KPS to do our ATM cards… waited until like 3 hours to finish everything… parents came to pick me up at about 12 something and i went shopping with them to get lunch til 1 something…

Reached home, washed up and ate…

after that, what i did was hilarious….

I wanted to sleep for 10 minutes but guess i woke up at what time?

I SLEPT FOR 17HOURS straight… i even missed youth and dinner… didn’t wake up til 7.30am on sunday…

When i met my friends on sun in church… they were like so surprised to see me… Sis P even wondered whether i was still alive… haha.. funny… when i told people that i slept for 17 hours straight… they got a shock….

anyhows… it was an AMAZING experience la… one that i dun think i’ll forget… i’ve got to go… wanna settle some stuff and they are people waiting for the computer… will prob come online another day la…

My last day at CERC (a post work post)

I know it was three weeks ago… but i still wanna talk about it…. *come to think of it, i’ve got some work to finish up so that i can hand it up tmr… oh wells, better make use of my short free time…*

So it was a fri, went there and went to my class… kids were really suspicious cuz they were planning something… received a piece of cake and some cards… (actually i can only remember a bit la… hehe…) During chapel, yen li announced to junior chapel that adeline and i were leaving…

Neways, after chapel, Phileo didn’t let me into the class cuz they were finishing up some stuff and then, soon after that, they handed me a ‘booklet’ where they signed and stuff… one part of it was called ‘ the scroll of respect’… cute rite?? hehe… after i leave only they respect me? i wonder la… hehe…. then, i gave them each a bookmark and lollipop… some asked me for my email and contact…

Koinonia also gave me cards and all… received a soft toy from one of the kids and another soft toy on sat thru becky which is actually from roland.. heh..

Break was alright… some cried becuz adeline left… and during going home time, i took pic with kimmie,suyi and liz… i still haven’t got that pic yet la… hmmm… must go ask suyi…. neways, after going home time, i marked some stuff and packed my stuff and handed sam all the stuff… went to look for liz in the library for the last time and since there were ppl there, we communicated thru the phone… haha… oh yea, the basketball team gave me a card as well…

after talking to liz and writing various thank you notes, i went for dinner with the staff at su chan in BV2.. not bad la the food and they bought me a cake and celebrated my birhtday… so it was nice… went home with a lot of stuff….

All in all, it was a WONDERFUL experience… cuz if you ask me a year ago, would i teach ppl maths, my answer would be “No, cuz i can’t teach… i’ll help you and explain to you but i’m not a good teacher…”

Now, i’ve just finished my work experience of being a facilitator… though not fully a teacher… still we deal with parents nearly everyday… so it’s stressful yet fun at the same time due to the wonderful colleugues.. i miss CERC loads…  

In Uni….

I’m currently in the faculty comp lab… so not going to post up much…

Just to say that i’ll be undating as soon as i can la…

things have been alright… orientation, tho harsh and rough, i enjoyed it… will post more about it on another day la…

besides that, classes started on mon and have been given assignments and books to buy so… stress is building up bit by bit… BUT i’ll be thinking positive…

Have made new friends… People seem familiar but i actually do not know them… probably they look like friends in church?? who knows… anyhows, that’s all i’m going to say for now….

How am i feeling?

Abit clueless yet abit excited… abit apprehensive, yet assured that things will go well…

Missing LOADS of people especially my sis… hehe… yea la…

Catch me another day…

Off!!