*sighs*

Something which i also wrote a while ago… feeling emo-ish…

The space between us

is getting bigger each day,

I dont’ blame you for it

cuz it’s not your fault,

My fear of losing you

isn’t there anymore,

Becuz no matter wat happens,

I’ll treasure the times

we spent laughing

joking

singing

teasing

playing sports

or just even talking

You WILL always be a

part of who i am

becuz there once was a time

where you took the time to change my life,

my perspective of life itself.

 

I thank you for being who you are,

I thank you for investing in my life,

nothing can be said

to express my gratitude to what you’ve done

all these while,

Thank you

my DEAR friend

for being a sister to me…

Copyright @belle

Aite.. heading off now… bringing the kids to science center tomorroe…

shud crash now… toodles…

Btw, someone’s turning 21 in about 8days to go… lol…

Love (Part 2)

Something i wrote a while ago….

 

Love

Is not like

Love is LOVE

 

Love is shown

when someone sent His Most Precious to die for you.

Love is shown

when you care and want to help someone(not expecting something in return)

Love is shown

when a meaningful hus is given

Love is shown

when the stars shine to show His Promises to you

Love is shown

when light penetrates darkness

Love is shown

when you mean what you say

Love is shown

when one lends a hand to help you across that mountain

 

Love

unites all

It binds all hearts together

to form one body

it brings warmth to the hearts

of those who are hurt

it helps one gain self – esteem

it is never impatient

it grows when love meets

LOVE

 

copyright @belle

 

so yea… here it is…

TWO down….

Meeting on mon’s done and today’s interview is done….

Somehow i know that i wasn’t very prepared for the interview… didn’t really do much research and well, i answered the best that i can la… and there might be complications involved… so… fingers crossed trusting in Him, that if it’s His WILL for me to go in, i WILL be able to enter UM, but if not then, another door He will open… so yea… took leave today so i’ll hav LOADS of work to do tmr and i’ve got to prepare report somemore…

AHH!!! stressed… this week’s is one hectic week… i’ve got PFD this sat morning and shud i have dinner gathering on sat as well? i dunno… have got to ask parents 1st… anyhoos, on sun i’ve got to send report… then, what’s left… a very VERY worn out me… haha…

Got to go off… wanna play games… can’t seem to find the rite site where i can watch naruto la… sigh…

Off to play game.. hehe…

Love

*this post has been pending for a while… so yea…*

 

Love…

 

 

There quite a few definitions of that particular word…. The 1st definition of that word for me would be God’s LOVE… how much does He LOVE us?? Beyond our wildest imagination… to me i believe in that la… and i’ve experienced it before… He did something that i’ll always remember… He sent Jesus to die for our sins… Jesus had to endure all the pain and suffering and death to save us… who would do such a thing for you? who would do such a thing for me?

A year ago, i was hurt/troubled over something on Easter sat and i couldn’t really concentrate much on anything… Attended youth and watched a scene from The Passion and immediately i realised that since Jesus was able to forgive the ppl who hurt him REAL bad, why can’t i? Easier said than done rite? well, i managed to do it after a while la… but the experience taught me stuff la and somehow i’m more careful in jugding ppl.. as much as i easily accept and trust ppl… not many are in the inner cicrle… why? cuz you NEVER know when they might backstab you… But i STILL do care about the ppl i’ve come across with and those that are under my care…

There are other kinds of LOVE….

LOVE for your family which WILL always be there thru ups and downs….

LOVE for your FRIENDS….LOVE for that special someone… LOVE for a group of people who will always make your heart cry out for them….

LOVE that doesn’t care about who you were but cares about who you are now…

People change… from bad to good or vice versa…. no one can judge how a person will change…

 

 

 

Loving people means sharing a part of your heart with them…. To me, it is like that… because when i love/care about someone whether is it a normal fren or an inner circle person, i hand a piece of my heart to the person and it’s up to the person, whatever he/she wants to do wit it…

Everyone is not perfect, so there may be disappointments here and there…

There were times where i’ve been disappointed before and i realise that there are times where I’VE disappointed others before. so it’s a matter of whether or not you wanna repeat the mistake and hurt/disappoint someone.. 

 

 

So be a good friend and dun repeat the same mistakes over again… hehe… note to myself as well… and LOVE those who need it….

 

Got to go… this one’s finally done… i think…

In the Rain…

The BEST thing happened last sun…

It wuz raining when i reached the field… Liz wuz shooting hoops when the ball got stuck between the netting… so i went to help her with my own ball.. joined in the shooting and soon it poured heavily… it got heavier and heavier and soon i wuz soaked to my skin… shirt wuz heavy and i couldn’t really focus my shooting… then we all left the court and started playing with water..haha… childish eh?

Anyhoos, i felt refreshed after playing in the rain.. altho i might have gotten a cold BUT i didn’t hehe… so yea.. am fine…

tmr is the time for interview… ah!! sigh… will go in with the confidence of the Lord in me…

Interview

Guess wat?? Mom got a call this morning asking me to go for an interview at UM.. haha.. finally got some reply… lol… not sure if i’m in yet but hopefully interview goes on well la… it’s next wed… so pray for me ya…

 

Not nervous yet… but will be soon la… anyhows, will be taking leave from work… so yea…

 

Anything else will blog tmr la…

 

SF is just plain cute la.. haha… i was not really okay yesterday… cuz i was overwhelmed by so many things… i txted her a hug, and her reply just made me smile… hehe… so i’m so so blessed to know her….

Busy time…

Been AWESOMELY  Extremely busy…. Had so many meetings to attend and ppl to talk to and plus work that i didn’t manage to find the time to go online to blog… oh wells… it’s been pretty stressful as well…

 

*Wanted to insert picture of my wrist which has a plaster on it.. haha..cant figure out what it means?? it’s near the vein… so a friend said that i looked like i wanted to cut myself but didn’t succeed.. LOL…*

 

Lol.. I’m not THAT stressful ya.. haha… and i WOULDN”T do it la even how stressed i am… it was itching… so covered it up… anyhows…

 

Dad got me an IPOD from the land of CHINA

it’s not as expansive as the real one and it’s not really the same but has the IPOD logo at the back… if you wanna know why ask me la… neways, mine has got some probs wit it compared to sis’.. neways, it’s fine la.. lol…

 

 

Will be busy for the next few weeks as well… just wanna post an update… cuz someone wants to read what happened to me cuz i don’t have time to hang yet… i even have to postponed the hang out time wit Em, Mae and Tab to another week due to another meeting… which is bleagh… anyhoos.. need to get the team started la…

 

Anything else i wanna say…?? oh yea… i flippin couldn’t sleep last night when i realised that i’m gonna be handling something on my own.. had to listen to music.. and when i woke up this morning… i read my devotional book and it was talking about  “NOTHING’s IMPOSSIBLE for Him” even if it seems ABSOLUTELY not gonna happen… it lighten my mood abit and then, Chapel today, we had hazel.. she shared that as long as we’ve give OUR best to God, we don’t have to worry about the outcome… so it really put me at ease…cuz i’m new at this and i’m afraid of failing…sigh… 

I wonder if SF found it weird that when i went in to the library today being VERY quiet.. cuz i usually talk to her… heh… she was doing self – test, so dun wanna kacau lo… and wasn’t really okay la.. wanted to sit somewhere quiet and her being there wuz comforting la…

 

Dear Lord, help me to continue wit what i’ve committed myself into… pretty nervous and scared… but yea.. i think i’ll be able to do it la…with YOU help… so yea… i NEED you TREMENDOUSLY….

 

Got to go off now… toodles peeps.. i’m EXHAUSTED!!

 

Loves…