Not really

okay…

was sounded and non too happy… but will accept what they have said and problem have been currently solved for now wit the help of tab… i’m not really sure what i need to plan for tmr’s meeting which is kinda in a rush…. i hope it’ll be alright la…

 

today was good enuf… bball training wit the young ppl was not bad.. they enjoyed themselves and well, it’s just the first week so yea… next week, might bring someone in to help if miss kath let… will ask her tmr… assessed their skills and how they work together which is pretty enlightening… hopefully they’ll learn from each other la… i’ve got another 2 and a half month’s wit them for training… hope it’ll all go well la….

 

 

btw, i just received an email that made me cry… wasn’t really okay and i didn’t expect to receive an email from her since it’s been months… somehow, it encouraged me and brought back memories ler…

 

 

This is what she wrote:

“but today I just want to say that Annabelle Wong – you are an awesome person…you have a heart after God and my prayer for you is to STAND….is to stand firm when everything else seems to shift…is to be who God created you to be and shine His light in everything you do To hang on to God and hold on to His Word – to be a LEADER of integrity and not conform but continue to be transformed…

You are beautiful and I miss your hugs and smiles..”

i’m not upset wit you…

Many things have been happening lately and somehow it’s quite fearful.. i mean i dunno wat to expect and ppl are like all emo and i’m superbly CLUELESS… worried/concerned about some things… will once again commit it to Him who holds EVERYTHING in His Hands… 

Dear Lord, help me to trust You to help me do the best i can as You’ve placed me in that position. I can’t do it wit my own ability so i place my hope in You that You’ll help me to accomplish and fulfil my responsibilities.. as much as i’m clueless about some things, i pray that You’ll grant me wisdom to make the right choices..My HOPE is in You, Lord. In YOUR Name I Pray, Amen…

Please do not hurt her….

Am heading off edi… been writing a new post but it’s not really ready yet… so wait la for the other one….haha… that’s all for this time… will crash early tonite… another long LONG day tmr…

With a Little bit of Faith, WE can do it… With a little bit of Faith, come what may….

 

1st tag ever lol…

Because i’m too lazy to change the fonts to my normal ones… here goes… sorry for the delay… 

1) What is your favourite movie?
Erm, i kinda have a lot… like Narnia(cuz there were metal detectors involve), or the recent one, The Spiderwick Chronicles… pretty cool la.. i like fantasy movies…2) Who is your favourite singer?
well well well, at the moment wil be colby caillat… haha… yea i kinda like her song…

3) Which song gets you grooving in the morning?
Erm… today wuz KT Tunstall… haha… cheered me up in the jam-med roads of KL… 

4) What is your favourite fruit?
Banana…

5) Who is your best friend (excluding your family)?
Jesus… and some others who know that i treasure them alot la… Shall not name them in case some stalker stalks them… lol… Am glad to be able to be part of their lives la….

6) Name one activity you would like to indulge in, in your free time.
Hang out wit close/best frens and talk about our lives AND READING!! i love to read…

7) When was the last time you laughed so hard till your sides hurt?
Erm, at home one nite during dinner… dad made some funny joke and all of us ended laughing until we cried… lol…

Do you recall your last dream?
horrible… dun wanna recall….

9) What is your all-time favourite hobby?
Reading!!! and blogging which i currently have not much time for… sigh… anyhoos, been reading alot this past month….

10) When was your last holiday without the children?
er.. children as in my siblings /cousins or MY own children?? well, if it’s the 1st one then it’ll be 2years ago in phuket… if it’s the 2nd one then it’s not applicable la… lol….

 

 

 

So yea…. tag urself if you like…. my CNY post seems to be lost in my head… prob will not blog it anymore la…. erm… what else… ah yes, easter… wanna post pics… but not today… will see how la… some other time la….

Am currently pressed for time so TOODLES…. having staff gathering tmr….

Btw, it’s 1Aimee,1Brian and 2Catherine’s for my results, if you get what i mean la… wasnt really happy wit the expectations of the ppl thats why i didn’t say anything… someone was literally upset wit me cuz i didn’t wanna say… lol… am glad it’s cleared up yesterday….

Turning point?!

Easter…..

 

Having easter celeb tmr… can’t wait for it to finish… and i can’t wait to see how the mime will turn out tmr… i mean… i hope the kids will understand la… haha…

 

Will have prac tmr nite for Good friday service… will be worned out by the time i reach home… but i do enjoying singin and hang-out wit frens in a healthy way…

 

Btw, the Youth in my church is having a musical… i have a feeling that it will be TOTALLY awesome… you know why? because when i was at the prac last sat, i nearly cried… i mean, it was just a prac and i was having GOOSEBUMPS… it will be GOOD this sat… TOTALLY wei…

 

Have you been at a turning point in your life? one that defines who you’ve become? one that changes your life’s perspective? one that helps you become who you are gonna become in the future?

 

Some how my turning point in life turned out to be many turning points… becoming active in youth, entering AIM, entering Form 6, entering CERC… all these are turning points where i made a decision, including easter last year… was pretty much bummed out and hurt… bounced back after family camp i think… anyhoos, i’m glad i turned out the way i am now and i’m sure i’ll continue to grow to be an even better person as time passes…

 

 

Feeling that i’m gonna fall asleep on the keyboard edi… shall head off… it’s not early btw, need to wake up early and i’m gonna dress funny tmr… a bit scared that the kids will laugh… but oh wells… just from 9-3pm la i guess…

 

tired… crashing edi… toodles and nitez…

 

contemplating whether i shud apply for singapore uni… hmmmm…

Flippin…

A word used by alot of ppl these days… haha…

 

 

Sigh… i’m tired trying to explain to everyone why i’m not telling my results… why can’t i keep it to myself for a moment?? fyi,it’s my right to decide not to shout it from the rooftops… some are nice enuf to understand and some are just… you know la…. not angry (REALLY am NOT angry)… just tired, to answer and it seems as tho alot of ppl expected me to get a 4.0 which is far from what i’ve got… and it’s not a good feeling when they expect me to get 4 Aimees…haha(thot of her and just read thru her blog). ah wells, am encouraged by the ppl who give me space and congratulated me anyways even when i didn’t tell them the details of it specifically…

aih… oh wells… had a pretty long day… will be having another long one tmr… am excited cuz i’m going tracting for the youth easter rally thingy… it’s called TURNING POINT… it’s next sat… pretty cool la… it’s a musical…

Then, there’ll be prac for worship… singing wit SF… hehe.. cool… can’t wait…

 

 

 

I wanna play in a field wit my frens… sigh… problem – free day….

 

 

Heading off… sent in application for uni edi… might change one or two things next week la… oh wait… BTW, i’m THANKFUL to God for the results i have… it’s much better than my normal exam results… am quite happy wit it so yea… it’s not much but it’s something and i’m hoping to get into a good course wit it ler… the door to medic seems almost shut… Dun hav to worry about me yea… hehe… Em wuz quite worried when i didn’t reply her… lol… thanks for worrying tho… hehe…

 

COME WHAT MAY…..

 

Toodles peeps….

Hooked on Book!

Been hooked on  The Loner for three days now… It’s the 2nd most captivating book for me this year… the 1st was Fairest… Am planning to buy another book on wed after/before movie wit sis… inviting SF along… neways, this is not what i’m gonna talk about…

Having a week of hols… YAY!! but it’s not gonna be a stress free week of rest… cuz results are gonna be out tmr and then there will be the applying of uni… was talking to Sis/Aunty Pam yesterday during basketball and she asked me why i didn’t wanna go after medic anymore… i dun wanna scrape thru and i’m not that fond wit chem… sigh… and besides looking at the reality of what’s gonna come out tmr, i’m NOT even sure if i’ll be able to open that result slip la dei! I’m nervous… been nervous since saturday BUT on saturday i was worried about a certain someone that it didn’t really affect me much up til yesterday… so i decided to numb myself wit The Loner which pretty much worked until i put down the book… sigh… i’m almost done wit the book somemore so i thot to myself what else can i numb myself wit and Grey’s Anatomy series came into mind… haha… got to finish it soon.. Jen wants it… so yea… been sick last week so i didn’t have the energy to on the computer to watch it… Ah wells, wanted a hug last nite… haha… didn’t get any and i was so sure that  i couldn’t sleep and had planned to text someone just to kacau, ended up that i slept and i dreamt about my result, if i’m not wrong and that result that i dreamt about would be the BEST result i could ever have hoped for.. we’ll see la tmr…

 

Would be nice if someone would whisk me away for tea or something tmr after i get my results… *dream on* everyone else is busy….

 

Ah wells, i wanna go watch some anime before ‘handing’ over the computer to sis… who ever so constantly is bugging me to.. haha.. yea…

 

COME WHAT MAY….

 

*Wonders if i’ll be able to sing for easter what wit all the emotion inside of me…*

RESULTS are coming!!!

Haha.. I just realised that my results are coming out next Tue!

What!!! GG!! wei… haha…

Not gonna panic now… haha… breathe belle breathe… haha… aih… what to do… got to face it la…

 

so yea….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

RESULTS IN 4 DAYS….

D-Day

I’ve fallen ill… pretty much cranky and all… broke down just two days ago… pretty much over small matter… ah wells, thank God for SF(acronym for Sweet Fren) for listening to me complain about small matter… seriously upset that day… must have given her a scare in the beginning when she found me in the library.. sigh… THANK GOd for her!

oh yea.. since D- Day is approaching near… i shall xplain what i’ve planned out for the day…

If it’s a working day, i’ll be working of course… will be getting results after work la… if it’s not a working day, i’ll be going to school in the afternoon i guess… and for that whole day, i’ll not be taking any calls or reply any text messages… But i’ll gladly receive any sms-es i get ya.. haha… will not be replying them that day la… just wanna spend that day quietly unnoticed… so yea… dun get mad at me if i dun reply you… as much as i’m scared and worried, will not do so now… cuz the date isn’t announced yet… so will wait for it only then i’ll panic.. haha.. yea… then after D-Day, i’ll be worrying about what to apply for and where… so basically a very very hectic & emotional 2 more weeks becuz there’s easter and all and there’s uni application and there’s CERC easter celeb… ah wells, that’s about D-Day i guess…

Got to prepare for work edi… toodles… and Godbless…

Sheesh…

I’m terribly annoyed disappointed until i can’t xplain… argh… before the leave the office, just wanna let out….

why are there this kinda ppl one??aih… giler down now…

Nearly got a shock just now… ppl say exam results are gonna be out next wed BUT it’s actually for SPM and STAM not STPM… sigh… need to post something up on D-Day… gotto go before it rains Donkeys and Cows…