Another week almost over….

Am at the office… waiting for friend to come pick me up for meeting at Boss’ house… am leaving soon la…

Just wanna blog before i leave… how has this week been for me? busy la… just finished the CNY celebration for the home school i’m working at… pretty fun… just tiring… the kids had fun and THAT’s the most important thing la… the oldest class presentation wuz AWESOME… eventho i’m not their class facilitator, i’m awfully proud of them… especially the leader which i mention in the other post before… the sweet friend… yea.. she’s the leader and she was at first facing some difficulties, and it turned out so SO well… am happy for her la…

been surrending to HIm la.. and trusting Him in the things i’m finding difficulty doing… last sat, i told God that i am gonna ‘fast’ any alcohol.. that means NO sips during CNY… yup… and i’m gonna get someone to keep me accountable.. so yup… i remember i talked to someone about this and conclusion, alcohol puts you in the state of temptations… so not going to do so la… i saw what alcohol can do to a person… and i dun like it… not that i have anything against ppl who drink, just dun really like those who talk nonsense after drinking too much….

soon i’ll be needing to apply for uni and am not ready to face that yet.. sigh…

COME WHAT MAY….

Can’t wait for concert la… it’s on sat and i’m staying over at Tab’s after that…. hehe

oh and er… i nearly fainted in the train on tuesday.. prior before boarding the train, i tripped and fell at the escalator… hurt my shin and it’s abit swollen now la… but it’s gonna be fine i guess… scared the daylights out of my parents and friends…. when i felt like fainting, i literally couldn’t hear my MP3… scary la wei….

neways, all ok now la.. parents want me to go for check up soon…

will go off edi la… toodles…..

 

 

To compare or NOT compare…

I’m at the office right now… waiting for Tab to pick me up… going to grab something light before prayer meet… decided to blog abit..

 

btw, i wanna talk about comparisons… Human nature is to compare… and i used to compare and for now i’m not doing anything that has to do wit studies… so i dun have to compare at the moment… haha..

 

Someone i know who is a very sweet person, is kinda stressed up over her studies… something wierd is that she’s comparing wit the government school ppl while she’s in home school…. i understand how she feels la BUT i think she can take it easy at the moment… she’s doing pretty well la… and i think she’s able to catch up soon enuf ler…she’s a good student… and i believe she can do it! hehe… k.. pokey pokey(inside joke)

 

Am back home now… went for dinner wit Tab and we talked about various stuff… had fun.. ate in medan damansara… food wuz good, tab’s planning to go back and i wanna go back there to try their hot chocolate, it sounds awesome and it’s RM7 something la…

 

before prayer meet, i was reading a covenant in formation for a certain responsibility that i’m involved with…. it sounded prettty serious… IT IS anyway… n i’m not refering ONLY to the alcohol factor( i AIN”T NO alcoholic!!)… there are other ‘rules’ which i think i might find it hard to cope wit… i’m not all that perfect la…

but like what tab said, “i’ll try as BEST as i can to go by the ‘rules’.. “

I’ll try my BEST…

 

Hav got a meeting tmr morning… so that’s it for this time again… haha.. have to learn how to post up pics edi… then, it would be less words cuz pictures say A THOUSAND WORDS… lol….

 

Toodles!!

 

Belle heads off…

A Delightful Evening…

I enjoyed myself on Saturday… Went for dinner wit my two best friends and we caught up on each others’ lives and also talked about my issue wit them since they are my mentors as well… 

We ate at Delicious and the food wuz pretty good… enjoyed talking more… haha… had so much laughing la… lol… found out some stuff and well, have nearly made a decision about my issue… somehow what they had to say didn’t really make an impact in my decision… They told me things in which, at one point of time, I would very much like to hear it BUT at this point of time, it doesn’t matter… Deep down, I’m just glad that it’s more of a good report… 

Guess what?!! Everyone’s not okay… Me?! I’m doing just fine without much worries when I come home from work other than probably devotions to prepare for… 

 What I enjoyed most about the dinner wuz more of the company and that they manage to slot in some time to spend time wit me… wuz starting to miss them becuz haven’t spend time wit the both of them for quite some time… Neways, just to stop myself from thinking extra confusing stuff, I’m happy becuz of the dinner and the spending of time…. 

Btw, I noticed something… Do you know how different I am compared to them??!! It so so obvious and it’s amazing how I’m their friend… the three of us had almost the SAME design of jeans but… They had handbags and heels while I had sneaks and a backpack… both of them can fit into a size 1 while me? Don’t even wanna mention it la… haha…It wuz pretty amazing… come on la… anyone could have noticed the difference la… It’s just AMAZING… I’m just glad to be their friend la… absolutely SO…. 

Just finished watching 2 epi of Grey’s Anatomy… pretty intense in the way the characters developed in their personalities… 

I’m missing one of my best friend’s wedding… or more so, I’d missed it… it’s pretty sad la… nah.. not upset wit her or wit it… just that one tends to wonder la… *stops myself from thinking about it anymore* 

Am going for concert wit Tab and prob the two best peeps… although one is disappointed that it wuz a FREE STANDING tick… haha… neways, I’m just glad I’ll be going la…. Lol… Just wanna get well before the week of the concert la…. 

That’s about it for this time I presume…. On holiday tmr… which is good since I need the rest la… N I need to prepare for chapel… AHH!!! am going to be speaking… scary wei….

Neways, COME WHAT MAY la….  

COME WHAT MAY…. 

Godbless… 

BeLLe off….

Cars, sickness and a whole lot of work piled up….

Hmmmm… i’ve still got a ton of work left in the office… didn’t manage to finish them up becuz i wanted to go home early…. not feeling too well… been having sore throat the last two days, just got cough today… aih… some bug in the centre maybe… cuz two of my colleagues were down wit it…. just hope that i’ll be okay la… been having to raise my voice at the kids….

Kids are very AWESOMELY cute la dei! haha… some try to get me to make them my pets… trying to get their way wit me but so far no fav yet… cuz ALL of them are so cute… except for some who are causing probs… neways, back to work on mon la…

Don’t dread work…. just tiring la… having fun at the same time… enjoying myself and it’s preventing me from wasting my time ler….

Car… wat has this post have to do wit cars… two person are planning to buy a new car as the 2nd family car and also cuz i need to use a car since i’ve started work… been having to sit train nearly everyday home… even more tiring… neways, we went to see the new SAGA just now… and the person who has been driving us around started complaining about it la… and nearly got into a big quarrel wit the other person who has ALSO driven us around for a long time… neways, tried not to get involved and tune their words out cuz it’s not my problem and i tend to think alot about what ppl have said… so the more i think about all these things… the more stress i get… SO i decided to TUNE them out la… neways, i dun mind the car la just worry about parking and all la…oh wells… come what may about the CAR.!

btw, i just received a call from a classmate and he has been sms-ing me about attending someting at his house la… but i didn’t reply cus i was too tired wit work and have to save credit as well… since not important msg, decided not going to reply… neways, about the call, he was asking what was i doing and whether i was free tmr, i said i’ll be having youth and i’m working everyday… He was like” 24/7?!” and i said almost la… before he put down his phone, i think he laughed about it wit the frens he was wit at the moment…

What’s wrong wit working in church la DEI! not wrong… get experience and salary also… so WAT!!

Aih, not gonna care about him la…

btw, i just cleared somethings up wit fren… all tho not really cleared BUT thank GOD i didn’t get upset wit her… nearly did BUT i manage to stop myself…anyhow i still LOVE that fren for how she’s been to me… just feel abit distant from her la..

that’s all for this post…

missing ppl la…

GodBless

BeLLe out…

Paradigm Shift

I’m blogging again and it’s goin to be different la this time… i think it’s gonna be different…

This blog marks a NEW BEGINNING and a PARADIGM SHIFT as well…

This year is gonna be new… This year has started well… somehow i’m more depended on GOD than i have ever been, i think…. used to depend ALOT on the support of my friends but now it feels as tho i’ve learned to depend MORE on God than on my friends(still need them, just focus bertukar)

neways, eventho everything is a blur and i really mean everything… i’m taking one day at a time as i continue TRUSTING and BELIEVING… Am really blessed during these past two weeks and i continue to TRUST for help and also my motto for this two-three weeks have been “Come What May…” so yea….

since i need to rush off… will post more the next time…

to sign off….

“With a little bit of FAITH we can do it, With a little bit of HOPE come what may….